.pop my bubble.

"i believe this is our fairytale, except that there will be no ending, just happiness forever."

-- rae to mark, oct 27 : 1 am


happiness is someone to love, something to do and something to hope for

-- chinese proverb

Monday, December 10

.lipat bahay.

no, hindi ako lilipat ng bahay literal. lolz.
yung updates kasi nasa deviantart account ko.
for the meantime, yun ang gamit kong blog / gallery. *nanalo kasi ng 3-month subscription kaya lulubusin ko na, hihi*

oks?

eto oh: http://princezrae.deviantart.com

Friday, November 16

suspension

para sa'yo:

inggit ka lang.

bwahahahahahahaha *evil laugh*

cge lang pakasaya ka sa friendster account ko.

alam ko mababasa mo rin to.

sa'yo na yun!

cge report mo pa new account ko,

d nalang ako magffriendster dahil alam ko naman marami akong friends,
and i don't need to use that kind of service pa to literally COUNT my friends!


bitch.

Saturday, October 13

.what my birthdate means.

Your Birthdate: December 13

You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge.
While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator.
Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down.
You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way.

Your strength: You always get the job done

Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault

Your power color: Gray

Your power symbol: Checkmark

Your power month: April

Monday, October 8

.SPEED UP FIREFOX.

HOW TO SPEED UP FIREFOX


Here's something for broadband people that will really speed up Firefox :

1.Type 'about:config' into the address bar and hit enter. Scroll down and look for the following entries: -

network.http.pipelining

network.http.proxy.pipelining

network.http.pipelining.maxrequests


Normally the browser will make one request to a web page at a time. When you enable pipelining it will make several at once, which really speeds up page loading.


2. Alter the entries as follows:


Set 'network.http.pipelining' to 'true' (double click to change)

Set 'network.http.proxy.pipelining' to 'true' (double click to change
Set 'network.http.pipelining.maxrequests' to some number like 30. This means it will make 30 requests at once. (double click to enter number)

3. Lastly right-click anywhere and select New-> Integer. Name it 'nglayout.initialpaint.delay' and set its value to '0'. This value is the amount of time the browser waits before it acts on information it receives.


If you're using a broadband connection you'll load pages MUCH faster now!"

**got this from an old journal entry by
zara

Monday, October 1

.precious gifts @ inspirationpeak.com.

i would like to share with you a poem that i found at inspirationpeak.com:

Precious Gifts
Author Unknown


Yesterday a butterfly
Came floating gently through the sky.
He soared up through the atmosphere
Then drifted close enough to hear.

I said, "I'd love to fly with you
And sail around the way you do.
It looks like it would be such fun
To fly up toward the summer sun.

But I have not your graceful charm.
I haven't wings, just these two arms.
I've been designed to walk around.
My human feet must touch the ground.

Then magically he spoke to me
and told me what his wish would be.

He said, "What I'd love most to do
Is walk upon God's Earth with you,
To squish its mud between my toes
Or touch my finger to my nose.

I'd love just once to walk around
With human feet to touch the ground,
But I have not two legs that swing,
I haven't arms, just these two wings."

And so we went our separate ways
In wonder and surprise.
For we'd both seen God's precious gifts
Through someone else's eyes.


---------------------------------------

we all know everyone is hard to please.
nobody can be really content with their lives, we always want something,
something we strive hard to reach or buy if it's a material thing.
contentment. what does it really mean?
does it mean if we're happy, we're already contented?
no. that's why we're not perfect.
we always want something, and we're never content with what we have.
if we could only see God's precious gifts like what the butterfly and the human did,
all of us can really understand the meaning of life.

carpe diem! :)

.princez no more.

princezrae.
it's an old nick that i have thought of,
for online gaming and stuff.
maybe for a few minutes now, i have thought of sharing what i;m feeling and thinking right now. (hey, that's why i have a blog. stupid me. tsk.)

really, i just thought of "hey, i don't think this suits me anymore".
it really hit me.
i have to grow and eventually think of ways to earn money now.
this sucks. i really wanted to relax a bit more and do my usual stuff.
that's what my mind tells me anyway.
but i still have to face reality.
i'm not born with a name such as "princess" or something even close to it.

i am simple.
and i have to live with it that way.


this post is completely random,
i'm just writing down my thoughts and maybe try to collect them when i read this again.
maybe this is just because i have to do some work tomorrow. oh heck, it's already past 12. so i guess it's TODAY.

sad as it may seem, it's already October 1.
i didn't even feel September 30. :(
i hope i'm making sense.
he may read it, he may not..
may get it, and maybe not.
well, i'm just hoping for the best.
for the better.

Oh God, help me.
i think i'm gonna loose my mind.

Thursday, September 13

.confined space.

i feel like i'm stuck in a rut.
i dunno, i just feel like being in that certain point in life.

with my final oral defense tomorrow, i don't really know what's gonna happen..
will i be able to graduate this November? *oooh that dreaded question is running in my mind for days now..*

I HAVE TO FOCUS.
yeah, that's it.


come on, inspiration.. work your magic..
i have exactly 12 hours to do this thing. or else. >.<


HELP!

Monday, September 10

.when is the right time?.

The moment that you know what you wanted to achieve, and did so, is the appropriate time to let go. This might be in a relationship or in some sort of life situation.
Remember this, What shall we then say to these things?
If God be for us, who can be against us? - Romans 8:31.
The Lord daily loadeth us with benefits, even the God of our salvation. Selah. - Psalm 68:19


When is the right time to let go?
Kailangan ba ready ka?
How can you tell you're ready?


When hope replaces the futility of your loss and you realize spirituality in memory.

The Will is positive, the Judgment is negative.


some say that it's time if you're the only one holding on. i say otherwise.
i don't really believe in letting go now. maybe years ago, yes. but now, i was influenced by him.
that's why i love him.
he taught me not to let go, but to keep holding on, no matter what.



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